my 7th at the same time, so that probably had a lot to do with the massive changes. ”Someday these childish dreams must end to become a man to grow up to dream again”- these lyrics are stuck in my head in last two weks. By then I will hopefully have worked out what it is I am going to do for the second half of my life. so Glad I found this post and thread. Has been this way, really, since Saturn transited my 12th house (which really was hell on earth). I have my ascendant at 16.49 degrees. Required fields are marked *. I’m 61 and can’t believe I trusted these ppl. I became very good and not needing stuff. You’re not the first person to make a string of bad decisions. I must confess I’m not sleeping at night. Pluto Trine Ascendant Meaning, Synastry Chart Aspect, Free Astrology Interpretations. I’ve been reading a lot lately about this transit. My husband lost his job of 29 years in October as a part of a huge company-wide layoff. I am aware of the obscure phase between the AC and IC crossing, and have been clinging to this idea knowing things will improve as she makes her way northward! The Saturn in 12 lessons had come full circle. On the very day of the transit I went to an astrologer in Berlin and had the most illumating consultation. This transit gives you the opportunity to deepen your wisdom and to mature as a human being. Natally, I have Sun and ascendant in Scorpio, with Saturn in the ninth (using Placidus – the 10th in whole sign) ruling the third and fourth houses. I even had one small cosmetic surgery in 2009. https://www.elsaelsa.com/astrology/saturn-transits-the-ascendent While you are ambitious to reach important positions, you approach your goals with honesty and steadfastness. Any insights or comments regarding Neptune would be appreciated. It’s as if I can’t lift my head up from the morass, I prefer to be home alone and not have to mask my heavy saturnian gloom. If Saturn is father, yes I always feel bullied, Saturn moving toward second hit and find myself at a University job with lots of ambitious people of which I am not one. I just went through this (22 degree Scorpio ascendant) and it was, bar none, the most brutal, emotionally and physically draining and devastating period of my life. There's love of essentiality and rejection of triviality. Your email address will not be published. There were reasons I knew about that were out of my control but cannot share publicly. Right as it crossed my AC, I also buckled down and lost 18 lbs. You will go through the obscure sector either way. What terrifies the hell out of me is not knowing what is going to happen to me. Saturn is now 10 degrees before my ascendant in sag(0.05) and 6 months ago I already started taking more care of my physical body by loosing some fat around the stomach and getting rid of skin problems. I agree Saturn through the 12th is extremely painful and draining and feels like it goes on for way too long. The fear can be quite palpable and entrenching and is not fun. Low energy and lack of self confidence. Currently finding it very difficult to make new connections although I am quite lucky to have a roof over my head and basic needs are being met. I’m ready to re-build but this time on solid ground with an eye to what I have to give the wider world. The transit can be brutal. That caused me to review cycle 1 and everything that went down that time around. Saturn across the ascendant, for me, gave strength, focus, ability to make and stubbornly stick with decisions, self will, and desire to be happy. Saturn’s position in the first house gives a reserved, introvert and serious kind of nature to the native.Read other effects of Saturn in ascendant if Saturn … confidence is a big hit but to mention the gloomy phase. Standards of behavior. Others will feel that you are down to earth and focused. hahaa , It sounds as if you have passed the test of the transit and have graciously re-moulded and evolved, thank you for sharing your experience , Dear Jomad, Thank you for…”It feels as if I have been lovingly mended, laundered with care, dried in the warm the sun and a gentle breeze, pressed on a delicate setting, laid out on the bed before being worn.” I could use some of that! Your experience resonates. Helps a bit. There is a season, turn, turn, turn.” The first house Saturn transit isn’t easy, either, but, for me, not as severe as the twelfth house transit was. It was a time of deep isolation, reflection, and introspection. It takes a willingness to be aware of what’s going on and to just be present with the process. Even happy. It might make it all easier to deal with. This is the Father Time aspect of Saturn, I suppose, that Vonnie above is talking about. Learning about my fears too, very Saturnian theme. More make-up than skin care. It was also my first Saturn return. (1H Chiron – wounding/personal sadness; and Moon – mother. During the transit of Neptune conjunct your natal Ascendant, you have extreme awareness to the environment, which also makes you susceptible to be disappointed by other people. Sorry for such a long post. Much like yourself, my 1984 Saturn transiting the ascendant was not as rough (although my mother passed away, which devastated me to no end) and there goes the family ties – buh bye!) Repelled those who may have wanted a relationship. I forgot to mention my Venus is at 13′ Leo so the opposition will also square it. It hit my ascendant the beginning of December at 28 degrees Scorpio, and is now gearing up for round 2 in the next week or so as Saturn’s retrograding back through Scorp. It’s still rolling along slowly at 28scorpio, and LOTS of things are ending! We all know that feeling when we have nice clothes on and go outside and it’s just pouring, and even with an umbrella we still seem to be getting drenched; with my experience of this transit, I got down poured on, and no umbrella was offered. They’re slumbering at the moment, but I feel them growing. last yr when it was in 12th…between horrible depression the first part of 2013, and not knowing what to do with the rest of my life…all of a sudden with the help of the URA transit hitting my natal Venus and trining my URA+MC conjunction… I began the moving process and moved to a new state where my previous music career could flourish. Saturn Conjunct Ascendant Natal and Transit – Astrology King My body and mind, my emotions felt as if they were under a harsh cold light of a lab or a morgue or an interrogation room. I feel like I don’t know which direction is best and I am keenly aware that I cannot mess up.qqq. But I was born with this in my 8th house, if you believe in houses. People who have Saturn conjunct ascendant are usually slim and often seem to be fragile. Following leads and hunches. Karma, and what goes around. And I had incurred jaw karma (LOL) for ignoring a problem for 30 years. We all wear rubber soled shoes everywhere. It was a part-time job, I would work for 16 hours a day for a week and then had several weeks off. You can check out my blog about holistic health and wellness here: . I hear this from others, too. ? Little do they know what lurks within. Saturn is almost done with my first house and I’m still not sure I know what to do. I could also not deal with the thought of being a single mum. 8.Mercury conjunct the ASC looks like a pixie, as if he is up to mischief. You can be floating along in some kind of denial and then, WHAM! A year later, as Saturn first crossed into her 1st house this spring, she was just finding a new rhythm in life when, for the third time in three years, a routine exam revealed a tumor…not altogether surprising that this time it’s ovarian/uterine since she has an 8th house Cancer sun—both house and sign rule female reproductive organs—and the sun had just crossed into Cancer and her 8th house when she got the news. Also have been working very hard juggling being a full time mum and working on a home business. My brother has natally a precise conjunction of the ASC with Saturn and he never worries about how others perceive him. This turned out so cool. Its very hard work internally which is why self discipline and motivation for external life pursuits are weakened. Thanks for the great topic, Elsa. I wish all of you much love and strength in your transits of saturn to the ascendant. My life feels like all work and appointments for the above. 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